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I am taking a break from my addition to dA, as i need to focus on more important things (school, health and getting a job). So I have decided to let my dad change the password and not give it back to me until this summer. Am I insane? Yes. But hopefully for good reason lol~ I will miss you all~

Support My Mum!

[S] Mom: Train Hard.

To be apart of the 7-day, 545 mile AIDS LifeCycle Bike Ride on June 1-7 2014.

She made this big decision a few months ago and has been training hard ever since. She needs to raise $3,000 by then. This would freak me out, but her motto is that if everyone gave a dollar, that's only 3,000 people she needs to ask. She has even made a t-shirt to wear and a website to show why she is doing the ride. Thats why her catchphrase is Yes to 1. If you say yes to donating 1 dollar, you are making a big difference.

Why We Ride

Facts about AIDs and HIV

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Soft Water by OptionatorSpiderweb by OptionatorDawn I by OptionatorPlayground at the Lake 1 by Optionator
Mystic Garden by OptionatorSundown reed by Optionator
Heart 'n Swirl Divider 4 - F2U! by Drache-LehreHeart 'n Swirl Divider 4 - F2U! by Drache-Lehre

Mt Edith Cavell by ElucidatorFlames Unquenchable by ElucidatorCastle in the Mountains by ElucidatorI Am Not Afraid (Daily Deviation) by Elucidator
Emma Watson Drawing by ElucidatorNatalie Portman Drawing by ElucidatorForest Practice Painting by ElucidatorClouds and Stuff by Elucidator
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MissingI woke up outside, laying in the grass that was slightly wet from the dew that sparkled faintly from the faint light of the rising sun.
Sitting up, I didn't bother to wonder where I was or how I got there, just stood up and walked to the bus. At the bus stop, no one spoke to me or even acknowledged my presence, something I found strange since I was considered a chatterbox and was usually noticed. I decided to look past this, though, and got on the bus.
 I looked out the window, watching the blur of colors as the bus rushed by and ignoring the fact that no one noticed me here either, even when I made the occasional attempt to start a conversation with someone.
 Walking through the school, I searched up and down for my best friend, Mary, hoping she, at least, would notice me. I finally found her in the bathroom, crying and cutting her wrist. My eyes widened in horror and I tried to knock the blade out of her hand- but my own hand went right through her.
 My hands flew to m
Too Late Bully!AmericaXDead!ReaderI, Alfred F. Jones, don't get it, I really don't. Despite being bullied all the time for her good grades and coke bottle glasses, ____ was always so pleasent, so upbeat.
She's the last person I would have expected to commit suicide.
Through their tears, her parents said that, in her suicide letter, the reason why she killed herself is because of the bullying she had to put up with every day she went to school. Those words made my blood run cold, because I was one of the bullies who pushed her to do that, the ring leader actually. From name calling to groping, she certainly got it all, though you could never tell it hurt her by that sappy smile she always had plastered to her face when she told people she was fine.
 That fact probably makes it even more disrespectful to stand before her grave as I do now. Rain started to fall, the drops sliding down my blond locks and hitting the grass below, but I hardly cared; the rain mixed quite well with my tears.
Simple Wishes: EnglandXReader"For the last time, love, I don't need your bloody help!" Arthur Kirkland's bright green eyes met yours, narrowing, sending you a warning about the dangerous territory you were crossing.
You looked right back into his eyes with a cold glare of your own, hands on your hips. "Arthur, your cooking has hozpitalized ten men, nine women, and almost put poor Alfred into a coma!" The harsh truth in your haughty retort caused the Brit to flinch, but didn't seem to crack his iron resolve.
You groaned; while you loved most things about your boyfriend, his ability to be such a stubborn ass wasn't on the list. You wished he would just give up and let you teach him how to cook, though he still seemed to think his posinous cooking was edible.
You stepped closer to him, a sigh escaping your lips; you didn't want to pull this card, but he left you with no other choice. "Let me teach you how to cook or, so help me, I'll shave off your eyebrows!"
The Brit squeaked in horror, his hands flying to his abnor
Only You CanadaXArtist!ReaderThere was no sound to be heard. No screams, no gossip, giggles and whining were scarcly heard, if that.
 It was, in your opinion, the best time of the day. After all, how could you focus on drawing when the girl who sits next to you in history won't shut up about Alfred's ass?
 Oh yes, being in the art room, with a pad and a pencil, accompanied by that beautiful golden silence, was absolutly amazing. Well, it was silent, until the door was violently thrown open and the clack of three identical hot pink high heels echoed through the nearly deserted art room. Tearing your eyes away from the scetch pad, you looked up at the girls, and met three identical females with identical smirks plastered to their makeup covered faces. Ok, maybe they weren't completly identical, but all popular girls looked the same to you.
 The tallest of the girls, with long blond hair and bright blue eyes, stepped forward and glanced at your scetch pad with a sneer. "Wh

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Icelandic ponies by varjHuNMy yorkshire terrier: Molly by varjHuN
Waterfall in Spain by varjHuNWaterfall in Iceland by varjHuN
Hummingbird with hibiscus flower .:REUPLOADED:. by varjHuNNyan Cat Mermaid by varjHuN
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the cure for everything is saltwaterand my voice is choked with pebbles
and my veins are thick with ink
so i'll bleed out all my lovesongs
wash them down the kitchen sink
and i'll tell you that i'm leaving
and i'll flee this soulless town
for the silent sea is calling
and i'm not afraid to drown
and i'll search out quiet islands
let the blank horizons be
drench my soul in every ocean
sink my heart in every sea.
stolen dog-eared mapsAudio version. :heart:
we will run
directionless but on
until the sky recedes before us.
we will outlast the horizons
sink teeth into every sunset
until we chase
what chases us--
until the oceans below hold no demons
the galaxies above
no shadows.
we will lose ourselves
to frantic
fleeting space
until there is nothing left of us but
souls and

all that hasn't happenedPretty please listen to the audio. :heart:
i want to remember
the rumbling piano baritones
high notes like hailstones--your hands
running soundless scales.
i want the summer seas
november tides
the vineyard overlook, the olive
trees and sunwarmed coasts.
we filled the empty pages
with whole notes and halftones,
oceans and lovesongs.
we lived, we live
inkstained and drowning
through nights thick with words
and days shot with sound.
with thanks to salingerAudio version.
it's on those cold mornings
when you are nothing but indrawn breath
swirling and knitted up inside too-big
skin and weightless bones--
when the horizon arches up against
the half-thawed tendrils of sunrise
and smiles
with golden teeth,
and smiling, begs--
it's on those cold mornings
when leaving is easiest.
the car will be cold, and you will
shiver, and the engine,
much too loud,
will smack of blasphemy
but you will find peace in the steady roll
of tarmac and the yellowing light
spilling across it,
with dust motes kicked up and carried
like fish in the undertow.
when you come to that first
crossroads, it will shock you:
the way the decision hangs there
trembling and desperate--
but there are no right answers and you will not
hesitate. and each successive choice
will be made of its own accord,
and you will roll the windows down,
and draw down the scent of ear

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Writer ScarsI have told my secrets
through loves ink -
painted them to my skin
with watercolor defiance.
& writers, we sometimes
write about our scars
in riddles, layers upon
layers of thought, -
care for them
like flowers
on the warlands
of our bodies.
we give them faces,
we give them names,
we give them gravestones.
We kill them off
in our stories,
make them villains,
make them heroes.
I have wrists that roar,
& I will be damned
if I don’t let them
tell their stories.
astrological.i.   On some nights,
    street lights guide
    this lonely heart
    to her lonely bed.
ii.  In this universe of twilight skin
    & mismatched bones,
    I wonder just how many poems sleep
    beneath the inkwell of her eyes.
iii.  My body is a house of stars,
     and her palms are black holes
     sucking ( me ) into their vortex of
iv.   She says, "Please—my moon,
     please—give these bones a reason
     to stay."
    & I am whispering lovelies
    into the sanctuary of her heartbeats.
v.   "Goddess temple,
     sunset eyes, &
     my windowpane love-
     Let us eat the stars

Are you Gay?My heart threatens to gag me.
Needing to exorcise a demon,
these speechless fingers tremble
against silent computer keys.
Voice hiding, far off
in one of those dusty shelve books
with the yellowed pages, smelling of
age and wisdom's of years past
one finds in a 25 cent bookstore.
I think I'm dying, gagging and choking
on words that lock themselves willingly away
behind a worthless, self loathing poets tongue.
"I don't know."
I. don't. fucking. know.
I must hate myself, or this demon that breathes
its hot, angry whispers inside my head
would set me free from a castled prison
built within the marrow of these cowardly bones.
Spit, and tears, and beady crow eyes
have me shaking in my own skin.
Skin I once thought worn tough,
dragon scaled and fire proof.
It flakes, and it peels—
leaving me in naked, bleeding layers.
A cowardly lioness, fearing wrath
for sins of the flesh she can't help but commit.
Judge me not,
For even that is a sin.
Bones mend, but tell no lies.You have cataloged your scars
like your body is a library-
to be read through &
learned from.
You think of
all the little boys
whose greedy fingers
your pages.
You are angry-
cared for you
& breaking
your spine.
They left you
on a shelf
to gather dust.
& why
should you ever
forget that?

of Ghosts and Glass by DearPoetry Scarificationblood oranges are
we can
slice them open
without a moment’s
thought, -
their crimson juices
licked from our lips
like ichor.
& that is what
i want to be. -
scarred fruit,
still savoring
the promises
i sucked from
your mouth -
to wear
like staples
along my spine.
    - i was cut open

Dear Poetry,I am trying to cover my sadness with words.
Tape them against my scars
& wear them like worthy paper cuts. 
My tears are alcohol swabs, burning & cleansing
wounds of my own making. Sometimes,
I wish I could hide behind them forever.
But not even this journeyed flesh can stand
castle strong against speechless ink stains.
I know the code.  This body does not deserve
a warriors death.  & poetry, you're a monster—
a creative monster, but evil nonetheless.
I wish to string you into knots, force feed you
down the throats of others.  De-format you
& leave you empty; freeversed-
to hang loosely along the heartstrings
of strangers, & past lovers.
We are the perfect poster children for
battered homes, aren't we poetry?
The dysfunctional couple
black-eyed and angry love.
You can't protect me from myself forever.

The Clock Struck
The clock struck nine
The illusion of a beautiful woman

What madness can this be?
She is calling out to me
My name… my name on her lustful lips
And now my hands pressed on her hips
Oh! Her smile! Her caress!
That croon which must be blessed!

The clock struck ten
The temptations of a temptress

This woman, so beautiful in every way,
With my heart, she does recklessly play
Her eyes so dark, yet brightly glowing
Her hair so soft and gently flowing
Her skin so silky cannot be soiled
But to the touch, is so deathly cold

The clock struck eleven
The prayer without the belief

What this gorgeous being is, I don't bother
Yet hold silent prayer to our heavenly father
But now's not the time to worry with such strife
For tonight may be the rest of my ungodly life
My heart beats profoundly in my chest
"I love you" my words solemnly confessed

The clock struck twelve
The love of a man unloved

"Of course you do" my love left unreturned
But with her so near, I was unco
Words I Won't ForgetWords I Won't Forget
          As the sun set over the city, the sky, warm with its burning orange glow, faded into a deep dark blue that brought the chill of the night air. I found myself shivering as I stood out on the balcony, watching over the calm, quiet neighborhood. The white dress shirt was too thin to shield my body from the icy winds. I looked to the dinner jacket draped over my bed next to that smothering tie and vest, but instead grimaced, crossed my arms, and braced myself against the weather.
          My eyes were fixed upon the slowly appearing stars above, but my thoughts were focused on the dreadful gaiety of the night's festivities and the one most unpleasant sound within the mansion. "Where is that boy!?! He's the guest of honor!" The voice was shrill and every few syllables sounded like an owl's screech. "His twenty-third birthday and he's shut himself up in his room

Rubber Duckies Held Me Hostage in the Bathtub by NoxSatuKeirDinosaur Noises by NoxSatuKeir
Healthy Levels Of Insanity 87 by NoxSatuKeirHealthy Levels Of Insanity 55 by NoxSatuKeir

there is no absoluteEverything comes partly cloudy with a 50-day, 50% chance rain-check money-back guarantee.Boots In The Snow by hypermagical
The Snow Becomes An Ocean by hypermagicalRailroad Tracks by hypermagical
Where My Heart IsI make my bed with precious bits of solace, lie down and rest. 
I wake up tomorrow morning, clean myself and get dressed. 
I eat and go to work and come back and I relieve myself. 
      I make my bed with bits and pieces of my soul, 
      spread a little faith across it all, 
      lie down and rest. 
Time will come I won't wake up again and 
                              I will not regret.
Beachesbreathing memories 
like wayward visitors
until we're washed away

SaRaH & ShIrLeY <3


~Sarah, you are my best friend, you're funny, random, stubborn, crazy, loyal, kind, sarcastic, beautiful, a great singer, with an amazing (although random) sense of humor and an awesome artist! :heart: I love coming over to your house to watch and obsess over new and old animes, play with your puppy who is a girl with a guy's name, fall down the stairs @ 2 in the morning, be helplessly beaten over and over by you while playing Naruto on xBox (i swear im getting better though!), staying up all night, watch you look at me with shock when I ignore your warnings of...MSG poisening and actually put the chicken seasoning in my top ramen, watch YOU with shock as you put sour cream in yours, running away from the little princess when she suddenly decides that I came over to spend all my time with her XD (not being mean of course), and giving you a hug goodbye anyway even though I know you 'dislike' human contactl! Im so glad I met you, you make me more confident and happier because I know you'll be there for me when I ultimately crash and burn (sometimes literally XP). We can face the world together and I know we are going to be friends forever!~
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Avatar: Tui And La by TeamShikaInoRandom Lips~? by TeamShikaInoPhoto-Realistic Eye (I tried XD) by TeamShikaInoVriska Serket - Caught In My Spider Web~ by TeamShikaIno
Popularity- The Worst Goal In LifeWe drink, do drugs, smoke, and so much more
So we must be cooler than anyone before,
Everyone who's cool does this like it's a game,
And if you want to be cool you'll do the same,
We aren't worried about our health or if we get injured by this terrible, abusive rife
Because popularity is our number one goal in life.
Amuto High School - Chapter One - The First Day
Okay since it's high school one I'm going to make a few things different.
There will be no charas in this fanfic. They might be in there later but they will be people not charas.
Ikuto- 16
Amu- 14
Rima- 14
Tadase- 14
Kukai -15
Utau – 15
Yaya- 14
Nagihiko - 14
If more are added I'll say there ages later on.
Now onto the story!
Amuto High School – Chapter 1- The First Day
~ Amu's POV ~
-Alarm blares-
You know those days when you wish the alarm didn't go off because you knew today would be trouble. Well today is one of those days. Maybe it's because I'm starting my first day at my new high school. I had to switch schools in the middle of year because my parents decided they wanted me to go to Seiyo Acadamy. Which didn't bother me because I didn't really like my old school. So going to this new school is most likely why I'm feeling like this but I can't shake the feeling something is going to happen today....
I brush that thought aside and my alarm off. I then go to get dre
A Rant Of SortsI may post more of these some other times, since I've written quite a few, but I'll just post this one for now~ Most of you will probably ignore this anyways, it's kinda long, oh well, I just wanted to get my point across.
Wanting to ditch your parents the moment you can:
You know, at one point, there will be a time when your parents get so old that they don't have much longer to live, and sadly, for the ones hating on them so much as teenagers or young adults, that will be the point that reality hits you.
What reality? The reality that you loved your parents SO much yet in you've said you hated them so many times in the past. It'll all sink in the precious and last moments you have left with them, and you'll be crying not for them, but for yourself. You'll realize that you won't ever see them again.
All the times you decided to completely ignore any chances you had to spend time with them when you became an adult, because you finally had "freedom" will all sink in

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From me to you: For Sarah~
So I made you  this Hot Chocó.  which is what friends do for friends who are feeling down. It has sprinkles, whipped cream,and green icing. That is an S for Sarah, not Shirley.  Although we do go together~ :iconyaayplz: Oh, and the cookies are for you too.
But since you are.. over in that direction *wave hand in what I imagine is 'your direction'*  and I all alone in a big house and up at 12am doing this, im going to drink it. you don't mind do you?
Eck ,ok scratch that. Starbucks homemade Chocó is nasty >.


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My many fandoms:

karneval stamp by Forgotten-Fantasy NO. 6 Stamp by Twilight-Kiyoko
Pokemon stamp ash and pikachu 2 by Xiahism
Brock Stamp 3 by shadowleighTeam Rocket stamp - commish by rainbeos
Danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil Stamp by Coco2204
Homestuck Stamp by Demon-DolphinYet Another Homestuck Stamp by AlClairHomestuck Stamp: Smilies by Kitsumon
Hetalia animation stamp by Naru-Nisa
A Very Potter Sequel 12 by princess-femi-stampsAVPM Stamp by fricken-pimpMy Name is Draco Malfoy by magicglitterAVPM Moonshoes Stamp by fricken-pimpAVPS : How Dare You by fricken-pimpHufflepuffs Find by Durnesque
Animated Merlin stamp by RavenclawMerlinFanThe Trio STAMP by misi-chanI heart Mordred by Cheese-Thingy
The Hobbit - An unexpected Journey by IngwellRitterLegolas stamp No2 by Strange-little-catLord of the Rings stamp 3 by ChrysalisloverIt comes in pints? by RohirrimwolfStamp: Hobbits by samen-op-de-motorMerry and Pippin by Cathines-StampsLord of the Rings stamp 4 by ChrysalisloverA Hobbit by MaylarWe've already had breakfast. by Rohirrimwolf
I believe in Sherlock Holmes Stamp by Indy-chanBenedict Cumberbatch Stamp by TwilightProwlerSherlocked by darkestmelody SH Cap or Death Frisbee Stamp by TwilightProwler SH Sherlock and John Laughing Stamp by TwilightProwlerSherlock by 1stClassStamps .:Sherlock Stamp: B O R E D :. by zealferal
Hello Doctor Stamp by TwilightProwlerEleventh Doctor Stamp by TwilightProwlerI Believe in The Doctor Stamp by Tenthy
Dancing Doctor 11 Stamp by TwilightProwlerDancing Doctor Stamp by TwilightProwler
Stamp - I heart Ouran by ShyionKuro: Ciel stamp by Kaze-yoVOCALOID Stamp by MyFebronia
My Name is Doof Stamp by Turtlegirl5

The Adventure Stamp by Mel-RoseyFantasy stamp by Mel-Rosey::. Stamp: Star-gazer .:: by KittyCritters
Sheldon Cooper stamp by Wrolin:iconwhyyes1plz::iconwhyyess2plz: Stamp: TheGalleryOfEve by BloodshotInk
Sarcasm. by starlined PokeMaster by OrangeMaltI'm Famous Stamp by Khrinx Love Music Stamp by Shinji-Sama Schuyler Colfax by SirvanaRachana When no-one's looking. by LetsSaveTheUniverse Random Kind Comment Stamp by Mirz123 How to Avoid Knock Knock Jokes by XxXPrincessIzzyXxX Jesus Would Flip Tables by PieWriterWishful Thinking by whispwill Background Music by Skylark-93There is no spoon by cfryantWalter Mondale by SirvanaRachanaCalvin Coolidge by SirvanaRachanaI'm Possible Stamp by mylastelFear Stamp by pixelworldsBelieve Quote - Stamp by starfire-wolfStamp: That moment when... by starfire-wolfFrom the heart - stamp - by pandaleckoLove Yourself Stamp by caybeachI Love You Stamp by MissBezz





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Hi! My name is Shirley, I am a Junior in High school and am the Secretary of the Anime Club. Follow me on tumblr! :love: --> ivegotabadcaseofwanderlust.tum…

I live in California, and one day I want to visit to Japan. My dream is to be able to travel the world, and then write short stories and eventually novels. That would be a great life. XD Also I would be able to fly. I would also like to cosplay at conventions and make lots of cosplaying friends :D I am a Libra, and even more proud to be one after reading this: its so funny XD

So here are some things I like to do:
~Write short stories about my friends doing the things they want to do most
~write poetry (it sucks i know i sorry)
~Take pictures of funny and/or pretty things/people
~Take pictures of clouds, I have an obsession with clouds.
~Spend the night at my best friend's house
~Eat with chopsticks that I collect from Panda Express (I have a cute little bucket full ^0^) I HAVE MY OWN NOW! Still have the bucket tho, it makes me laugh when I look at it cause Homestuck.
~Sing in the shower, in my room, in the house, in a meadow while I skip merrily along (I do this frequently.)
~Smile at random strangers in the car and count how many smile back
~Listen to music, and sing along
~Write to my friends in different languages and then deny that I need Google translate. :icondivaplz:

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I love music, I don't even have a favorite type, I love what speaks to me. So it might be country, classical, classic rock, pop, R&B, Jazz, ect. I have a head full of thousands of my all time favorite songs and know the words to all of them. All I have to do is pull them to the front of my mind and sing.

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My personal favorite quotes:


"My mother had a great deal of trouble with me, but I think she enjoyed it."
"Never put off till tomorrow what you can do the day after tomorrow."
One man alone can be pretty dumb sometimes, but for real bona fide stupidity, there ain't nothing can beat teamwork.
~ Mark Twain

"The world is a dangerous place to live; not because of the people who are evil, but because of the people who don't do anything about it."
"Everything that can be counted does not necessarily count; everything that counts cannot necessarily be counted."
~Albert Einstein

"It's a dangerous business, going out of your door. You step into the Road, and if you don't keep your feet, there is no knowing where you might be swept off to."
~Bilbo Baggins (from The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien)

"I think my fangirl-ism is what's kept me from going insane, though... It's a good thing to be like us, in this crazy world full of crazy, stupid people. We can substitute our fantasy for their reality."

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Ouran High School Host Club: ~SkyeWall
Rainbows: ~ArtsyAndreaM

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Stare~ by MrsKyoya
Writing is hardWriting is a constant battle
That doesn't ask for consent  
    Or listen to reason.
With broken bodies from failed
Attempts at a complete thought,
Scattered through a war-torn
My Last BreathI hope my last breath
is for someone I love
hope it comes out
of a smile
and I,
finally able to
go back home,
choose a new destiny
so that I may breathe yet
One Day's Flight: Ch. 1~ 1 ~
Jade slowly came to her senses. Her eyes were shut, and try as she might, she couldn’t find the strength to open them. “Where am I?” She spoke out loud, as she attempted to get her bearings. She seemed to be lying on some type of bed. The chemical smell of disinfectant, ammonia, and the sense of being in a hospital filled her senses. Jegus - she really hated that smell, it made her head hurt and her body tense up. Speaking of her body, or rather thinking, something was not right. She tried to move her arms, no luck. Her legs? Nope. She couldn’t move an inch. Adrenaline coursed through her and she struggled against her bonds.
Her eyes flashed open as a voice surprised her. “Calm down Jade. You are fine, the experiment was successful and you will be able to go home very soon.” A man in a lab coat was standing next to her, smiling proudly at her. What did he mean, the experiment? “Who are you?” Jade demanded, her eyes flashing with ang
One Day's Flight: Ch. 2~ 2 ~
Awake. This time she could move. Jade sat up straight and did a little dance in the bed to loosen up. She studied her surroundings and noticed the door just as it slid open. She jumped out of bed - and promptly fell over. What was this? Something heavy was on her back. What had they put there? Her arms reached around and felt through the hospital gown she was wearing. “Ahhh!” She screamed, and the things on her back reacted. Two beautiful, not to mention huge, wings shot out on both sides of her. She fell to the floor again, and stared at the wings as they slowly moved around her.
She stared in shock, and then the door slid open silently. There he was, the man from before, looking slightly worried. “Are you ok? You were not supposed to get up so soon.” He reached out to help her up, but she scrambled back away from him. The wings - her wings followed her and instinctively curled around her as she wrapped her arms around her knees.  “Stay away from me
One Day's Flight: Ch. 3~ 3 ~
He held out his hand and she took it, still a bit reluctant. He led her out the door and into a large room. It had a tall window ceiling and there were other people with wings flying around, laughing and crashing into one another playfully. “Here is where you will learn to fly, Jade.”
Her heart racing, she took a step forward, then another. Her wings spread out and she could see people already starting to fly towards her.  “All you really need to know is that they are apart of you and are like a muscle you haven’t trained yet. Just stretch them, and you will be up in no time. The others will help you as well.” He smiled at her and then began to walk away. Jade didn’t even notice that he left, she was to busy trying to stretch them. Suddenly they shot out again and began to beat the air around her. She jumped up, and stayed up, her wings carried her several feet into the air as she looked toward the others coming to greet her.
She was flying.
Dreams TravelDreams travel as
Thoughts over the sea,
To whisper in my ear
As I drift o
Fairy RingI know it is my fault; I was the one responsible for watching our youngest sister. Little Hana had just turned six and was prone to wandering. I had been working in my garden, weeding and watering. I looked up and, not to my complete surprise, she had indeed wandered away again. I called her name and, when she did not answer, set out to look for her. After a few minutes of searching the usual places, I told Mum. She rounded up all six of us and told us to stop doing our chores and go look for her.  Soon you could hear Hana’s name echoing from all corners of our small farm.
I stopped to think about where she could have gone. My eyes landed on the hill that hid the small field where we let our cow graze and I wondered. I found myself climbing it and when I reached the top, I looked and saw...nothing. I sighed. As I turned to go back down, I suddenly spotted something in the corner of my eye. A blue ribbon tangled in a small patch of long grass halfway down the hill.
She sits in sorrow,
tears creeping down
her once rosy cheeks.
She wonders why it has to be so hard.
tracing the many scars on her body,
some self-inflicted - others not.
band-aids and lies
can only hide so much.
She lays in regret, thinking
of her savior, of the person who
always rescued her from despair. 
the one person she should 
have been able to save.
She dies silently as the lights fade.
the little life she had clung
to desperately for years
slowly drains away.
She closes her eyes in peace,
to find her savior standing in
front of her with arms open,
welcoming her home.
oh, how She had been missed.
they walk together hand-in hand.
Listening to promises
that she'll love it
where they are going.
She smiles,
holds on tighter,
and promises that
wherever they may be,
this time she would
never let go.
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